we'll say it was love.

Why is friendship so darn confusing? Just when everything starts going great, why is there always something that comes up that messes everything up? Why can’t just everything be alright for a little longer? Well, I kind of know the answer to all of the said questions above: my feelings are pros in formulating complications that don’t have my consent. I just want to be happy for once. No confusion, no anger, no “making tampo”, just pure joy. Is that too much to ask for? I guess this is what I want to ask for for Christmas: unconditional happiness. Just please. In the event that I will let this certain person read this, here’s a little message for you: I’m very confused right now. And please accept my apology for all the random bullshit that I’ve been creating. I really don’t meant to. It’s just that all the feelings I’ve been suppressing are starting to attack slowly and believe me, its hard to stop.
Well yeah, I think this is enough to let me sleep peacefully tonight..hopefully.